still here

Did you miss me?

My blog has been suffering lately because of life's other adventures that I am enjoying right now. Here (covered in dirt) is probably the biggest reason why I haven't blogged lately:

His name is Sawyer. He is really cute. Lately he is also really clingy. Really. Clingy. He doesn't want to be put down. I can't take one step away from him without him crying. I know separation anxiety is typical at this age but this is ridiculous! It is like dealing with Slade as a baby all over again. Except, thankfully, Sawyer actually does take naps. I'm wondering if his separation issues are worse because Dave is gone. Or maybe it just feels worse because there is never any relief.

Last week was actually a really good week. We got school done. Emma practiced her violin everyday. I kept up with all the laundry and housework. Judging by today, this week isn't going to be like that. Dave is in Virginia. The kids are kids--making messes, fighting, complaining. The baby has a fever. The house has been a big mess.


However, since I hate to be a complainer, I must put my positive spin on all things. Besides I read Elder Eyring's conference address today which reminded me that I need to look for the hand of God in my life. And I need to write it down. It was extra motivation to actually blog tonight.

--I'm thankful that my husband is in Virginia because it means he is doing a job he totally loves.
--I'm thankful that Sawyer wants to be held. all. the. time. because it means that I am loved.
--I'm thankful that although my house feels like a wreck it usually takes only fifteen minutes to put back together.

I'm thankful for my life. I know I am blessed. I also know that with the right perspective life looks a whole lot better.